SixxChick

I suffer from nightmares of death. They almost always involve someone I love. Most of the time it's Garrett coming to harm. It usually only happens when we end up staying the night somewhere that isn't home. Like when we house sit out at West Lake, I am plagued nightly with nightmares. Alas, on occasion it happens in my own home. A couple weeks ago I had a dream someone stabbed Kayle. I still get choked up thinking about it and I can't get the image of him lying crumpled at the bottom of my stairs out of my head. When I saw him the next day, I buried myself in a hug and told him about it. He assured me, no harm had even come close to him lat

It feels weird to be looking forward to Canada Day. Just a few months ago I was planning on just spending it at the cabin alone or with one other. After Ace died last year I retreated there after the memorial and the Hell Mend Ya service. Canada use to be my favorite day of the year, suddenly it was like a sick black cloud hanging over my head. In the last couple months, things changed. I am looking forward to Hell Mend Ya 2011. A few times a week I make my way up to Ripper's. Wave hello to Marnie, through the kitchen, down the hall to now one of my favorite sights on the planet. Ripper, Kaiser, Chester, and Garrett. Damned Before Birth.

Hey guys! It's been a while. I haven't uploaded anything since the end of January although a lot has been going on. I have new paintings, drawings, photographs, tattoos, and even a sculpture of a giant skull. Skullpture. So much good stuff to come, but i'm going to release them in moderation. Too much at once is a bad thing. In other news, I got to sit in and listen to Damned Before Birth's jam session. I can't even begin to properly describe how it made me feel. I'd close my eyes and I could see Ace, and I could hear him. In the house where his guitars now reside, and his music is played you can't not feel him. The wash of emotion was l